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Hello, i've had minecraft for ages (since method earlier than i ever obtained recreation cross) and that i've all the time performed it no drawback. i made a decision to get recreation cross for the primary time a couple of month in the past. when it expired, it now says i have to renew my subscription or i can't play it. however it's not a recreation from recreation cross, it was mine initially. does this imply i’ve to purchase recreation cross now at any time when i wish to play my OWN recreation simply because it's on recreation cross? or do i’ve to rebuy the entire recreation? sorry for lengthy description